Today.
Its very hard for me to admit this, but yes i broke down today. I have no idea why i was doing so good. I guess it was one of those days where i needed to let it all out. I try really hard to be a positive person, but somehow i always seem to let the negative get to me.
I'm happy when i'm with my friend Chavez, he always seems to bring out the positive side of me, and i like always smiling around him. Another person in my life that i love talking to is my buddy, my boo, my soul mate Rudy! i love him and he always puts a smile on my face.
I'm not a fan of crying so i tend to keep it short, after all i'm not a sissy bitch lol.
I haven't heard from my SB nor have i tried to hear from him, i guess i'm giving him a chance to miss me :)
I think its just nights like these where instead of going to bed early and crying while listing to music i rather be filling that pain with some good sex :)
Well I'm glad this week is over, and the weekend is here i get to relax and sleep in kinda.
I made my bestie dinner tonight it was so good, grilled pork chops with apricot chili sauce, roasted cauliflower and tomatoes in olive oil yum-o and risotto. i love having her over, and my other bestie her sister also loved my dinner, she said it was like good pussy you just can't get enough. lol love you Bernie!
As always I'm praying for a better tomorrow.
i know things do come around, but i hope they make sense.
goodnight world.
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