Thursday, January 20, 2011

The lonely Nights i will always hate.

Yesterday seemed like it took forever to be over with!!

I think I might have to start with how Tuesday night went before i get into Wednesday night.

Tuesday i had the day off from my "job" i don't really call what i do a job cause sometimes it doesn't feel like a job, but when i tell people that i take care of a two year old everyday from 7am to 4pm they always 'oh honey if you don't think that's a job your crazy taking care of a child is hard work'.

So i had an interview with a staffing company which totally sucks in eyes, i hate having temp jobs so wtf did i go there?? oh well.

I didn't go to the gym on Tuesday which i know i should have it would have made me feel better about myself. Chavez was coming over that night, and for some reason i was feeling really depressed about my breast, almost worried but i didn't find nothing. They were just looking very small and lower ewwww in know.

Anyway i showered and got all ready for Chavez, smelled good, hair was cute and so was my makeup, even though all of that wouldn't matter later lol. I always play shut it down my drake, every time before he gets there, to me its a very sexy song i love it always gets me in the mood for him lol.

"Cause together we shut it down,down,down," ;)

He got there around 11pm. Lets just say he was acting very comfortable and it was funny lol.
after taking for a while, we started our make out session on the couch then we ended up in my room he wanted to lay on my comfy bed, we ended up jumping on the bed for a while. I told him i was feel very depressed about my boobs and how i really wanted a boob job,he stopped kissing me pulled back and said i wouldn't talk to you. I just kinda looked at him like oh yea whatever i dont care, but i did care a little bit cause he was serious. He said i look fine just the way i am and he likes me this way without a boob job. I still had my tough guard up and said well sucks for you, i'll have fun without you.

After that the night continued just fine, he calls it sweet love making i call it fucking. so after that we got comfortable and laid down in bed it was pretty late and we both had to be up and ready and out of my place by 6am for work. In the morning we said our goodbyes.

I had a great day to myself, since the baby slept in and also took a long nap almost 3hrs.
When 4pm came around yesterday wed. i headed to the gym, came home showered and got pretty.

I still have no idea why i got all pretty but i did. I had nothing to do last night, but i was in the mood for sushi and a movie so i ordered my sushi and hit up redbox finally watched eat pray love, i think i'm liking the book better, kinda fell asleep towards the end. i went to bed around 11pm my rude roommate was still awake making noise.
I had to be up at 5:45am guess what time he went to bed, 5:30am yup up all night play video games!!! like wtf who does that?? i know its your day off but geez.
anyway another post late tonight, will let you know how today went.

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